Blessings

It has been a while.  I got sidetrack with many things, well mainly three little people who I call blessings.  I want the best for them.  Yet, I sometimes wonder if I am doing that or even if possible to do.  What is the best?  Being a good mom?  What is being a good mom?  Letting them eat cupcakes for breakfast?  :).  I am not that good of a mom.  In fact being a good mom could mean not letting them have what they ask for sometimes (i.e. pencil sharpener).

I grappled with parenting, making sandwiches for lunch, and bedtime.  So much of my ideal of being a good mom!  At least I am there for them, giving them hugs and kisses when they need them.  Love my little blessings (or as MEE called "sunbeams").  They are most important to me and I should be ready for them tomorrow because they grow so fast.  I dropped off my kindergartener and look away to hide my tears.  She is the most wonderful, beautiful little girl, my bright, little reader.  I look at my nine year old and realize he'll be as tall as me soon.  My little baby is talking more and more everyday, making sense of his words.  I am very blessed.