NVP

Try ginger, chicken soup, banana, rice, etc.  NO.  My stomach is rejecting food.  You don't understand.  I hold my breath when I drink ensure because I can't stand the smell.  But it is the only thing my stomach will take (at least some nutrients for my body).  I cried yesterday because of hunger and frustration.  The thought of food makes me want to throw up.  It doesn't help that baby T has diarrhea.  I throw up every time I change his diapers.  I feel so weak.

I feel compassion for all of those people who are suffering from debilitating diseases (physical or mental) that others can't see nor understand.  I look forward to sleeping time when I don't have to feel my sickness, I don't have to worry about smelling anything that make me want to throw up.  My heart goes to those people who feel that there is no hope nor future for their life because of their illness. We ought not to judge because we don't know of their suffering.  I thought of the Savior in the book of Mormon who was the Master healer and came to America healing all of those who are suffering from all kind of sickness.  I am humbled and need to pray for my strength and for those people who are suffering form any kind of sickness.